Well the last year has came. I am quite young. Almost 20.. ALMOST!. I guess It has come as time to track my journey to SUICIDE. I have linked this to my sanctioned suicide account so I guess hopefully some people will visit. So lets start. I don't want to give away my name. You might see it in the news. Maybe not. I am not very important. I was born in Leeds, England. My parents divorced when I was 4 and I moved away with my mother to another location that I won't disclose. I tried to commit suicide at 10, 12 and 14 all by partial hanging. All of which obviously failed. Since a young age I have hated life. Very obviously in fact. I have recieved therapy and am diagnosed with autism and suspected schizoaffective disorder. Both of which are in pending of getting medication for. I have a lot to do tommorow so I won't bore anyone with the details.